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19 December 2014 @ 07:42 pm
Yup another playlist. I'm on an Angel kick now and as usual join the minority fangroup in NOT shipping him with Buffy but with instead with the strong individual Cordelia became in ATS. I started keepinig this one on Slayalive but the site just came back from being down for a couple of days and that prompted me to move it someplace else for safety.

It's such a downer that I can't vid them for youtube but every time I try to learn how to make videos something craps on me, like the powers that be don't want me to hehe. It's actually quite annoying my mind is constantly putting scene layouts together with the song lyrics. My muse likes to tease me like that.

Angel of Mine by Monica (Cordy's POV)

Without You by Ashes Remain (Angel's POV)

Life After You by Daughtry (Angel's POV)

She's Like the Wind by Patrick Swayze (Angel's POV)

Not Meant to Be by Theory of a Deadman
(I think they were meant to be but the powers or whatever Jasmine was got in the way but this is how Angel probably saw it by the fifth season)

Not a Day Goes By by Lonestar (Angel's POV)

Is This Love by Whitesnake (Angel's POV) - This song is particularly perfect for when Angel misses Cordy when she is in the higher plain.

What's Left of Me by Nick Lachey (Angel's POV)

My Love by Sia (Angel's POV) - perfect for Cordy's death.
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30 August 2014 @ 06:35 pm
So as you may have noticed my writing muse is a fickle bitch who will give me ideas but refuse to hand over the missing pieces in plot development. My apologies for that, for all the abandoned fanfic material here.

Also I do need to make an important announcement.
A few months ago the flash drive holding my entire computer life corrupted and along with it all of the files on it. None would open, delete or move. After my stepfather fiddled with it I was able to recover some of the files but not all. A lot of the files that could not be recovered are fanfics available for reading here except that I'd begun revising them.

The one of these to my knowledge was the first chapter of the Twilight fanfic 'Broken' (the second was recovered) which had undergone significant revising since it was posted here. I'd intended on finishing this fanfic at some point though I'm over the franchise but what is here is now obsolete. Unfortunately that and any others affected shall have to be discontinued now.

That being said I'm determined to conquer this constant battle with my muse with a Quantum Leap fanfic I've begun re-writing from years ago and was successfully recovered from the corrupted flash drive. That hasn't been going well so far but I shan't abandon it.

Now however I've struck a Being Human US fanfic idea. It will be a Saidan focus, haters just don't read!
I'm not going to reveal the plot, you'll just have to wait and see...or never know. No seriously, this time I do aim to finish and release it! I'm feeling like this is my best Being Human US idea yet! 
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05 May 2014 @ 03:38 pm
Yup another playlist, another series. Blame my brain.

This one is for the series Ghost Whisperer.

Silence Remains by 3 Doors Down - Jim's POV of what Melinda does, how she handles the ghosts.

Loosing Your Memory by Ryan Star - Jim coming back as Sam with Amnesia.

Never had a Dream Come True by S Club 7 - Melinda grieving Jim's death.

Always adding. 
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12 April 2014 @ 03:08 pm
Based on the series finale of Being Human syfy and inspired by the Evangeline concept in Disney's Princess and the Frog.
Software: Photoshop CC (30 day trial on my Macbook)
Lyrics: Up Where We Belong by Joe Cocker and Jennifer Warnes
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Current Music: Up Where We Belong - Joe Cocker and Jennifer Warnes
08 April 2014 @ 08:41 pm
Alright, after the Being Human series finale I have come to the decision that I can not go through with my fanfiction idea involving Aidan turning human and developing dementia. After seeing it portrayed on the was the most pain I've ever felt watching something on a scree, I just can't do that to him especially my having planned to make it worse!

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08 April 2014 @ 07:15 pm
The following is a letter I am writing to those involved with Being Human syfy after it's series finale aired last night.

To Sam Witwer, Sammy Huntington, Meaghan Rath, Kristen Hager and Anna Fricke,
Though I contributed a piece to the Being Fans tribute video, it doesn't even begin to express how I feel. I'm so terrible at speaking. My feelings come out better in writing...sometimes in too much writing so be prepared to possibly be reading a novel here. hehe.

It seems like only yesterday that I'd turned on Being Human for the first time and immediately recognized Sammy Huntington as Alexa Vega's loser older brother in the film 'Sleepover' and got werewolf vibes from him (I'd already known the gist of the show from the Facebook game). I'll never forget how I thought Rebecca's name was Elvira at first because of Sally's sarcastic reference. Haha.
The character I'd really latched onto was Aidan. Sam Witwer's performance reached out to me and in a lot of instances such as in the series finale which was the most painful I've ever felt watching anything (and I thought it was hard watching him get killed in The Mist), stole or ripped out my heart. It was always difficult for me watching Aidan in pain such as when Bernie died, I always felt it with him but to actually watch him literally die, holy crap I was a wreck! You're very gifted Sam and your performance of Aidan's deterioration was just heart rippingly phenomenal. The tears are still coming and going (right now for example) as I continue to think about the tragically but profoundly beautiful events of the finale and tell myself that it's the end. Seeing Sally and Aidan reunite in the afterlife was both so profoundly beautiful and difficult to accept like being at the funeral of a loved one, the idea that all four characters could not stay together but I know it's exactly what was meant for them and found it perfect! Thank you for Saidan, I've shipped it since the first season but never thought you'd do it let alone so beautifully.
And thank you for granting every other single wish I'd ever made ironically in the third season when we were warned to 'Be Careful What You Wish for'.
1.) Aidan's human backstory/introduction to his family
2.) Aidan dating a human (Kat was amazing, that relationship had actually been trying to shove Saidan into the background)
3.) This was more of something I thought would be interesting than something I needed to see but a witch introduced. Donna was so not what I had in mind there but was even better!

There was also something else on my mind that was fulfilled in season four, Aidan dating a werewolf. I'd wondered how that would work, and mixing that with Saidan was just wow. I do wish she'd gotten just one turn scene though.
There are a few others things I would have liked to see like more Saidan sex scenes (yeah I like sex scenes, I'm kind of a perv that way hehe) but hey I can deal, these were more minor ides vs the detailed concepts listed above.

It made me so happy to see all these thoughts come to life like you guys sent some little parasites to slither in and pluck them from my brain in the middle of the night haha. XD

I also want you to know how much I also enjoyed the werewolf portrayals. It's not easy to please me with a werewolf design and I was a werewolf girl long before I was into vampires. But Being Human did it. The combination of the human body figure and the animal head was brilliant. Though Josh annoyed me with his gigantic pity party in the first season his growth since then was amazing and wonderful to watch. You had some amazingly emotional performances Sammy such as when Josh found out Ray was his maker. Wow. Your kids are adorable by the way how exciting it must have been for you to have them on the show.

There is so much I could say about Sally. I remember the whole reaper thing, how many fans I saw talking about how it was gonna be a "Dead Like Me" thing and will never forget how my heart was throbbing during the reveal of the reaper's true identity and he went poltergeist on the guys. I've memorized every line of the scene where she tells Aidan that she remembers Danny killing her and her entire season 3 storyline was just unspeakably amazing. Her deathbed scene, only Sally could make death inoffensively humorous. That was overall an amazing episode.

Nora never seemed to want to stay on my good side with her constantly hypocritical bitchiness, or that's how I saw certain behaviors of hers but she was great for Josh and in this final season I actually enjoyed her. If you'd like a specific example, the entire thing between her and Aidan over Erin in season three ticked me off. But then again I love my Aidan. I'm almost always on his side.

Being a fan of this series has been the most amazing experience of my life. It made me such wonderful friends and I got to be very entertained by Sam Witwer's live tweets, dude your tweets always make my day. Sorry I never got to do it with you three, Sammy, Meaghan and Kristen, there were a few short ended straws to being a west coast fan but I was alright with it. Not only is Witwer my fav and more than enough but I tried using a live feed of the east coast once for season three however in the middle of like the third episode it crapped on me and never worked again. Anyway I discovered the east coast live tweet feed was quite a bit more crowded and fast paced. Not my scene.

Alright and I'll bite, Being Human gave me the quite positive experience of Twitter. I didn't have one until the Being Fans groupies bugged me to get one but it was really noticing the tweets from Sam Witwer that they'd shared which convinced me. I wanted him to talk to me as well so I gave in. Before I would have told you it was stupid and pointless and as a writer was convinced that I couldn't deal with a mere 140 characters. Sometimes that still holds me back but lord have mercy I've grown quite addicted to it now! XD

Thanks you all for coming into my life and my heart. It's been an amazing journey with these characters and I shall miss it but very much appreciate your reasoning behind the decision to wrap it up. It would have pained me just as much to see the quality of the show wither away. Geeze I wish we could get the fans on Facebook to understand this, the whining and throwing insults at Syfy for canceling it are peeving me! I've even posted multiple links to Witwer discussing it.

By the way Witwer, you did a fantastic job on Grimm. I'd love to see you in more of these types of roles and to see your Grimm character return.

I hope I get the chance to meet you all someday, conventions are just so out of the realm of my possibilities but I will find a way. Witwer, I'm holding on to something for you. I've had it for a while and when I discovered your love for Star Wars and that you've played Darth Maul I figured you'd love this. ;) It shall always be here waiting for you.

I love you guys
Always a fan,
Sydnee (more commonly know amongst Being Fans as Luna)
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01 April 2014 @ 12:04 pm
It was a short portion of a much larger stream of events.
Sally and Aidan were standing as a couple very much in love at a curb. With a pie in hand Sally crossed the street with a worried Aidan watching after her and just as she was about to take that last step to the safety of the other side a blue car showed up and smacked into her side. This made no sense because apparently she was still a ghost judging by my having yelled:
"How can that happen, she's not even solid!?"
Though I am unsure what my role was, possibly a viewer of the show judging by how my perspective was from where the car was oncoming but I also feel like I might have been Aidan's daughter from another relationship.
Sally lay crumbled in the road and a horrified Aidan ran to her side. Taking her in his arms he begged her not to leave him but she was gone.

My memory cuts off at this point but there was more. Aidan either wanted to get Sally back or avenge her as the two of us made our way through this school campus trying to find something or someone or else run from something or someone. This is why I feel I might have been Aidan's daughter.

I'm wondering if the pie was from AR Josh's shop 'Life of Pie'.
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Clearly there is something suspicious about the family history of sacrificially killed Lil Smokie, now identified as Ramona.
Her twin sister denies her existence and she's been up to no good.
She's tallied the number of deaths in the house within the blood stained floor where her death occurred and encouraged Josh to turn wolf and slaughter Mark's pack including Kenny's love interest Astrid.

A lot of fans seem to be taking this event as face value but I think there is something more going on here than pure evil.

The marks on the ground/obsession with/causing deaths in the house could also be a result of psychological issues which could have been caused by a lack of affection in life. There was an SVU episode where a young woman who received less affection from her mother than her twin brother, who then felt used when caring for the same mother in old age decided to "free others' of their burdening elderly mothers by killing them, then on top of that framed the brother.
The same effect could be going on here with Ramona. The fact that she appears in a hidden portion of the newspaper photo of her twin sister Beatrice seemingly in that same room suggests that perhaps it had been her prison even alive. This is also suggested when Aidan asked her if she came from the house and she specifically corrected "This room." It could also explain why she took this long to make her presence known. That perhaps she'd grown accustomed to not being able to leave that room.
Perhaps the twin sister was also a factor, she'd either been treated with more affection by the parents or she herself always treated Ramona poorly. Ramona expressed to Sally that she wanted to see her sister and it seemed to give her joy that Sally seemed able pull it off like she misses her but perhaps she's a good little actress, that what she really wants is the sister back in that house where she can get her claws into her, revenge.
Then there's the fact that she'd been killed in a sacrificial the 1970's not 1692, that alone is suspicious enough.

Now although it's not clear why she'd chosen these particular roomies since no doubt several people have lived in that house since the 70's but she'd apparently clung to them, considering them her friends. This became an unhealthy obsession, also the mark of a psychological issue.

Here is why I believe it to be so:

Her expression seemed frightened and desperate when she was pleading with Josh in that dangerous situation, I believe she'd even said something along the lines of "I can't lose you." At least at some point. Thus by encouraging Josh to turn she thought she was protecting him.
There is also a possibility that since Nora had joined the roomies later, Ramona never accepted her. Something suggested by the fact that the drawings on her wall seemed to resemble the original three and if so she'd never added Nora. So she'd possessed Astrid to behave hostile towards her. And/Or either intended for or just didn't care if Nora had been killed as well.

Then she'd gotten very upset when she'd learned they were been evicted, that is when that line occurred I believe "You can't leave me".  At least I think such an event occurred. When she'd earlier attacked the child of the family who'd been looking into the house and then killed Robbie once again she could have been trying to get rid of this threat.

It is also suggested that she didn't start to be influenced by or cause the deaths in the house and around the roomies until the guys moved in. It's quite clear she had not been the cause of Sally's original death.

1.) Sally told Aidan the day she remembered Danny shoving her down those stairs that he'd always had a jealous temper that she'd blindly considered a heavy passion. This could and probably does also apply to before they'd moved into that house.

2.) Remember in the alternate reality it was suggested that he'd still ended up killing the woman he was with but this time that woman was Bridgett not Sally and it did not occur in that house.

3.) It makes little sense for Ramona to kill Sally and then when the guys move in, turn around and consider her a friend.

All these points seem to disagree with the possibility of Ramona having possessed Danny to shove Sally down the stairs.

Conclusion: She only seems to kill those who are a threat to the relationship she pretends to have with the roomies. Though it gets confusing here even for me as not all make sense as her doing such as Rebecca whose death either time did not occur in the house, nor did Suren's, Julia's, Trent's or Henry's. These are all characters who were essential to the choice of roads which our roomies were presented with.

It's this kind of dangerous obsession which suggests that she has psychological issues.
But we'll see. 
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March 25, 2014

Josh was locked in a cage in wolf form and Aidan with either Sally or Nora, I can not recall which had come to his rescue. I want to say it was Nora. Somehow Aidan was able to actually slip inside the cage with the wolf through an unrealistically wide space between the bars though his intentions were unclear. It didn't seem to make any sense to climb INTO the cage when the idea was to get Josh out.
The wolf approached from the darkness in the back of the cage, gave Aidan a few sniffs and licked up the entire length of his face. His skin looked wrinkled and had a light copper tone to it like preserved ancient scroll paper, interesting symbolism. He also seemed as though he'd been in a fight and was injured, tired for sure. He had this fatigued look when the wolf licked him.

UPDATE April, 3 2014
A friend suggested to me that perhaps the fact that Aidan had actually climbed inside the wolf cage could be a connection to Sam Witwer's role in Grimm, a Blutbad(wolfman) who performed for a Circus in a cage. Very interesting.
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